Saturday, July 28, 2012

Brittle Damnation



Red cherry
Red ass
Laughter and temples
Daughters of the sky
past the hour of love
past the naked domes
stoic kittens shot to silence by good-will and automation
the king of hearts still makes merry
pink frogs laugh out loud.


Dance with me, nice little fuckers
Dance with me
it’s all going away
And i can smell the earth rotting
And i can smell the sun burning
And all the leaves are curling up
And it’s all going away
Like a dog
Like a delightful summer song
Like death by some blasted waterfall.

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Bullfight
Bull fight fight
Mad bull
Fight
Mad fight fight bull
This be the arena
Raw furore
Red eyes
Red blood
Fumes from nostrils
Panting. rage,
The audacity absolute decimation
Poeting downfall of gods
Poeting all brutality and madness
Man fucking bull
Bull fucking man
Asshole tears up
All in the arena
You. Me, down and out
Too weary to contemplate escape
And the raging raving bastards out there
Hooting for a good fight
Rooting for victory or defeat
Pumping hatred from the depths
Will tear you up, tear me up
if you-me attempt escape.

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This mind in iron chains
This mind in boulevards
All in a haunted place
Ghosts point and laugh
Coz mind’s in chains
And boulevards
And sunlight with sharp edges
And moonlight with bitter honey
Aim straight at the heart of mind
And days and nights in lined up
Agony and linoleum
All fall down
The body of this mind
Browbeaten
Till it’s a gooey mass
of flesh blood balls guts and irony.

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Shooting arrows at breasts of blackbird flying straight to surrender
Ripe soft cherry gulp heart down in beat monotone
Cows moo
The sky is blue
Again and again
That nasty train
Here i am: wholesome, turgid, uncompromising
And there the blackbirds are, flying away from one misery to another
Sorted people, fixed people move
from event to event, job to job, women to women, death to death
and tides ripple in merry May
like aging whores taking medication for flatulence
like this savage city of flat-tires and flat-beers
there’s something waiting something bad mad
something calmly gruesome
the hemlocks and hammocks and ants and flyovers and ovaries and butterflies and soldiers of the world will go on till they stop going on and then there’s nothing more to this
and there’s nothing left to live for
blackbirds shot dead dying floating on lakes on rivers flesh bitten off by fishes blackbirds don’t mind being dead though thy mind dying.
This, from a deathbound voyage
I see you
You see me.
Nothing more   

Nothing less.
guess god meant it all to be like this.

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Long ago there was a demon called kindness and a mole called love
I don’t know what has happened to them
Last i saw them, they were fighting
And both were losing
And the great big army of the enemy that swarmed down streets of blood
Were way too busy fucking little virgins with smooth backs and slender arms
To care about their fate.

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You are not good to me
I am not good to you
People are not good to each other
We beat
We are beaten
We shoot
We get shot
And this goes on till the great big loneliness that rolls down like avalanche
presses us flat against the roads.

Chained to boulders from hell
Whipped like hounds of blood
Gutted like colossal pigs stuck in muck
We stay. We lack the choice to choose. We were sold
even before we knew it.     

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This sorrow is so great that there’s hardly a way to describe it. Objectivity be damned. Damnation be damned. I love you.


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Music from Spanish bordellos
Schoolgirls raped in broad daylight
Proscenium razed by flying bombers
Inside the palace there’s a secret staircase that leads to a playground where fresh children play and wrinkled sex-freaks stare at them and smack their yellow lips with their sweaty brownish tongues ready to lick little droplets of blood and puss off the tiny scratched pimples of children in tears.
The doors of this palace are locked. Priests loom large with stilettos.
Thieves and doctors discuss iodine and God
Poets hump barber’s wives. Politicians smell own armpits.

And then of course there’s this bunch of sorted out people with ready smiles and little distress
Playing cards, buying cars and women, cowering at the idea of lunacy, poverty, solitude, defeats, Revolutions, thunderstorms, whatever. This demographics is here to stay. Conceptions gather moss. concepts sink in own void. Mind and body decays, and the idea of being here
withers away.  

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Bust life bust shit bust candyflames
It’s still not raining here.
Bust like a bullet in the ass
Bust like woebetide pamphleteers
Crawling through wilderness of the city
Spitting at death-smeared faces of lives
There’s a pretty girl
Go to her
Lift her skirt up
Unzip your flyer
Heave hip forthright
To know
That it’s a mannequin without pussy

The understated understanding
Of desolation,
Misery
And overwhelmed silence
Is too bland for a second glance

Hence
All that bust
And the doom
And me here
Smashed
Brutal
Brutalised
Free within doom
Waving beer bottles
Stumbling from room to room
Of this great dark castle upcliff
storm rages outside
seas with Fury on waves
flinging hair out at skies
lashing out at the trap of pointlessness
bells tolling
me here
bridges, burnt.
Rubicon, crossed.
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1 comment:

Zeebs said...

Hi mister. Bye mister.