right here
I walk till
body aches
See them
coming. Loads.
48 hours of
stoning
and the
city seems sadder than ever
I walk
inside brain and out.
Footsteps
from the womb of poetry. Right here.
Mothers
become whores. Wives become whores.
And vice
versa. Pangs and pings. Crucifix and lingam.
Right here.
binary
eyes, codes, shapes mix up.
six puffs
and I blaze the city.
I think of
pagan love rituals. My shadow becomes my tail.
dick
becomes artifact of objectivity.
Too much
blue and yellow all throughout.
jaded
neurons, jaded flesh, tissue, fibers
trying best
to hold fort
when demons
attacks
inside and
out
seeks to
suck it all out
till it’s
all a dry fagged knot
suited to
serve all purposes of existence
it’s a duel
to grisly death
and it
worsens with every throb.
Right here
It rains
dead lovers
come out of their graves
to face
history.
Souls of
little girls raped
by Greek
heroes
on
midsummer nights
arise
to become
quotable stanzas
of
neglected verse.
Poetry
becomes word-wound
Scary birds
swipe down from the red ass-crack
of sky
Body’s dick
in mind’s cunt
Sailors
seduced by geometry
Stoic soul
watches
Static
beats
Mad void
Wolf eyes
Tiger jump
There’s a
splendid world locked inside this
Red boats
on green rivers
Green boats
on red rivers
Boat’s red
on river’s green
Boats boats
rivers rivers and et cetera.
Take the
body bake the mind
Kill the
father shag the mother
Eat the
devil eat the god
Eat the
pussy eat the brain.
Let’s talk
of hardcore reality
Reality
being titty rolling shitty
Yummy, are
you really God?
Mummy mummy
they took my rain away.
Fuck!
Meat and
wine for the goddess.
Opening of
the splendid chamber.
Trams
moving at speed of light
Dissection
of the heart.
Everything
bound
Everything
frozen free.
There are
crocodiles inside.
Too tired
to frame.
Virile men
riding black tides.
Horny women
in medullar wilderness.
Wall of
darkness all around. City fading faster than me.
Picture
glazing walls haze love.
Right here
The sharp
burst of all that’s finite
Apathetic
exposure of this mortal that mortal
Violence
and hedonism
One child’s
death meets a rainbow
One
personal rainbow two three I’m counting rainbows
City of rainbows
shades on lakes, river, gutters. Heart’s gutter smells of pain.
Motivation
samurai. This is chimera. This is a candle. This is very holy. This is where we
stop thinking of doom
This is
where this sturdy grinding numbness stuns us
Fall,
silent.
Silent,
fall.
O relics
and ruins of time lost in space
o RELICS
AND RUINS OF TIME written in uppercase
I reject
all.
I accept
pure.
It’s like
liberation, but it’s much more than that.
Right here
It all
comes out
Like loose
shit with pockets of gas inbetween
Right here
The sun is
bright.
Arraborra
arra starra blurra blurra clarra Houdini o Houdini
In the
disco of my burning sting
Heart heart
flower flower
Lions roar
at what we have done to us
What we
have done to the city
What?
Me here,
this, irksome
voodoo
bloat blablablobloo bloated hoot hoot iron mirage mud bells in brain balls in
brain
Rubbed
against dust
Shadow
stitched by mirrors
Flah
Flums
Scaring
moths off flames
Right here
Cosmic
topology
Smashes
every stone
Muscled
robots from China
Shake every
Pharaoh’s tomb
Buses jut
out of city’s butts
Buses
dissolve in foggy dark.
Dogs knife
themselves
Cats
stealth to ether
Snails
crawl to light
Ants have
fun.
Right here
twinkling
Sabbath meets my propaganda and falls in love because frangipanis melt like
candy coated epitaph of all soft and tender core. I dig to the deep of I dig to
the deep of this depth this here that, there
eating
flesh eating meat
eating
blank things that can’t be eaten
right here
there’s a magic sword which i touch and feel invincible. fuck the night till it
bleeds. i. me. Boom. Bust. All enemies. I fight all. This empire is mine. This
nebula is mine. The stars have nipples.
Under the
mountain under the fountain we go
Snakes and
ladders we play. Biting down, throwing out. There’s fun in this
grand game.
To see this
maddening spirit break open
As little
soldiers of heart charge at the world
Drowsy
yearning spilling through, spitting at the eyes of judges who evaluate
Earning a
good royal laugh
Right here
I see happy
dolls dancing sad dolls seeing them become happy and join
I see the
evil face of puppet master
Thundercaps
of dazzling glory pass through me and nothing matters anymore.
Hangman has
found me hounds have hounded me and slowly I cross over to where it’s all cold
and grey and right here one mad unity of recollection condenses into one insane
million coloured beam.
Right here
right right here god sees me naked I see god naked and neither of us care much.
And then I
am sad no more
I am lonely
no more.
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