Desire to Kill

i cower a lot, and i pee on walls where i ought not to have

i fear many things:

eyes, love, retribution, attachment,

cold winters, cold people,

care, lack of care, loneliness

i fear them all

and they strike me down with their wrathful vengeance

i shiver and i await my turn

because one day, it will come

and i'll be strong and i'll kill them all

and i won't tremble anymore.